I used to have quite a number of friends, well yeah, I do call them friends. But as we grow up, we drift apart. There are whom I used to be close with, but now, we only text and call just to wish birthdays. We end up having nothing to say to each other, even if we're best friends before.
People change. But it's sad when we remember how they used to be and how close we were.
There are whom will eventually became strangers and it's awkward to start a conversation with them.
There are whom that we passed by, wave and say hi, but we can't be close like we used to be.
There are whom your very best friends, yet we rarely keeping in touch with each other.
And it's quite upsetting when your used to be best friends, making plans without counting you in. The one who you thought was your best friends. I do feel left out sometimes, but somehow, people change. Maybe I'm the one who's changing and it's no longer fun to hang out with me. That's why I don't really enjoy Facebook, seeing people (read: my friends) making plans without me.
Sometimes I just want to give up. I hate the fact that people will come and go in your life. Only the true ones will stay forever. I hate the fact that they won't stay forever. I hate the fact that either you like it or not, people will leave you and things won't be the same like it used to be.
I miss everyone. People change. But memories don't.